My mind is filled with so much thoughts that don’t make it to my mouth and are never said. Therefore, the things that are never said just stay and float around in my head. But once more thoughts occupy my mind, it gets crowded and I get overwhelmed. Then it sometimes leads to anxiety and […]
Month: January 2016
Depression Vs. Reality
There are two sides of my thinking and my mind. There is my depression side and my normal side. Today was an example of how both sides of my mind clash with each other: I didn’t get the job. A job that was perfect for me. A child development center that was less than 15 […]
Social Media Free Sunday.
While I was in church today, I was thinking about my Europe trip. I was thinking about how it felt amazing not to have data and barely have any wifi. Some people can’t do that, but it felt so refreshing not checking my phone all the time. During that trip, I only had wifi for […]
“Oh you’re single, let’s find you a boyfriend”
Apparently, it’s not okay to be single? Every time someone asks me if I have a boyfriend, I say no. Their response to that is ask…why not? And then add, “but you’re so pretty”. They proceed to say that I “need” a boyfriend. Then they somehow become a matchmaker and say that they have someone […]
The Beginning.
2016 will be all about me. It sounds selfish, but in my life..it’s really not. I have spent my entire life thinking about everyone else. Thinking about how to please others. I’ve been thinking about how everyone else thinks about me. Plus I’ve been pretending that I’m okay & don’t have a mental illness, so […]
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