August 18 @ 11:14pm
Simple. I can’t sleep.
My eyes are wide open. My heart is beating fast as if I ran a marathon. My thoughts are continuously bouncing around inside my head.
My thoughts are bouncing so fast and are continuously switching that I can’t seem to figure out which thoughts are keeping me awake the most.
My thoughts go from “I don’t want to go to work tomorrow” to “why do I seem to be in the same place at the same time with my ex pretty much every year” to “I just want to get away from here” to “I just want to be truly happy” to “I’m actually pretty hungry right now”.
Why? Why do these thoughts all want to be heard in my mind at this very moment?
I can’t find the solutions to answer all my thoughts.
I don’t know if I can ever find those solutions.
But I really should sleep.
If I can…
-Mel
