There is currently a dinner/ gathering/an event where family and food take place in my house and I’m hiding away in my room. I have anxiety and these past 3-5 weeks, anxiety has been taking over my entire life. It’s been taking over my physical side in which it’s been giving me headaches, making me […]
Month: February 2017
I used to have many nights like this.
There are some nights like this where I just let my mind think & when it’s time for my body to sleep, it’ll sleep. I have work tomorrow & I know I should start “forcing” myself to fall asleep. But I’m just so overwhelmed with everything going on, that I just want to lay down […]
I wanted to drive off a cliff today.
Every situation that increase my anxiety causes more situations that further increase my anxiety. Today was rough. It’s already rough being this dumb holiday. It has never bothered me this much in 5 years. I don’t know why it bothered me so much today. Then situations at work that cause stress and children (students) that […]
Oh hello, again.
This # 124245453 of these posts that I started and I can’t just seem to find the words to finish it. Let’s see if I actually finish this one. Last week was rough. 3 weeks ago was rough. 4-5 weeks ago was rough. My mind needs a break. It has been going non-stop for the […]
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