I often lay in bed at night.
With my heart beating fast and I want to cry but I can’t. Because I don’t like the direction that my life is going. But it’s not going anywhere. And that’s the problem.
And I tell myself that I need to change my life.
And I wake up the next day. And life is the same thing. I don’t change it. Then it’s night again and I have that same feeling.
How do I change this ??
-Mel
hello melmel 