I have failed in one subject: myself.
I don’t think I’ve ever failed any subject while in school.
I had a D once which is failing for me. But I don’t like that feeling.
I failed at being me.
How is that even possible?
I had two mini anxiety attacks today that just raised the question: What is happening to me?
This is not me. Every action, decision and word that come out of my mouth doesn’t feel like me.
I know that a majority of my posts lately talk about this.
But. It’s hard.
I have failed. And I need to raise my grade up to an A to feel like myself again.
I need to study more about myself.
Good night.
-Mel
