Failed: Me

I have failed in one subject: myself.

I don’t think I’ve ever failed any subject while in school.

I had a D once which is failing for me. But I don’t like that feeling.

I failed at being me.

How is that even possible?

I had two mini anxiety attacks today that just raised the question: What is happening to me? 

This is not me. Every action, decision and word that come out of my mouth doesn’t feel like me.

I know that a majority of my posts lately talk about this.

But. It’s hard.

I have failed. And I need to raise my grade up to an A to feel like myself again.

I need to study more about myself.

Good night.

-Mel