OFF day.

I’m just not feeling it today or yesterday or the day before, etc.

I’m having an OFF day of being me.

I honestly felt like I was in a dream for the past couple of days.

I keep on forgetting things, feeling sluggish, feeling incredibly tired and at the same time getting increasingly irritated.

There are different factors to why I feel this way:

  1. We are in a heat wave. 95-102 degree weather all week. (I have to go outside twice for about 45 mins at work)
  2. Our AC is not working at my house, so my room feels like its 85 degrees at night (even with two fans on)
  3. I can’t sleep when it’s hot. (I’ve been waking up at 1, 3am, and 4:30am).
  4. I can’t function at work without any sleep.
  5. Then it leads to all the things I listed above.

It’s a continuous cycle.

Most all I just feel numb.

It’s been hard the past couple of days.

And I know I want to cry, but I can’t.

I don’t know. I just needed to talk about this and not keep it in my mind.

-Mel

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