This week had its downs and ups, then it came down again. As stated in my previous posts, I had a pretty rough start to my week. (BTW I started writing this on Saturday, but got so depressed that I’m finishing it on a Sunday). I had my (official first) Back to School Night on […]
Month: September 2017
When am I going to change my life?
It’s only Tuesday and I’m already feeling anxious and overwhelmed. Things are out of my control. And I don’t like it. I don’t think anyone likes it when there life is going a different way than they want it to go. I wanted this week to be the start of changing my life. Getting my […]
Oh hey, I have Depression.
Today. September 10th is World Suicide Prevention Day. I have thought about ending my life numerous times in my 28 years of life. Sometimes those thoughts were too close to… Well. I’m here now. I have been going back and forth with the thought of spreading awareness about mental illness, by exposing my own battles. […]
Divert Your Mind.
It needs to change. Everything. Somehow in Starbucks this morning, this thought just appeared. Divert your mind. I’ve done this before. When I got into my now Alma Mater, I just distracted my mind from depression and shifted all my thoughts to school work. I need to divert my mind. I don’t want to be […]
I texted the Crisis Text Line.
741-741 Something happened at work today and I was filled with anxiety because I was so confused on what was going on. Today, I had two people ask about this one particular child. Yesterday, I had that one particular child have a difficult time listening to me. (I close that classroom everyday at 5:30pm and […]
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