I’m so tired of cutting ties and any connections with those I used to be close with.
It’s happened so many times with so many people.
I come across photos and memories with people. And thinking about how my relationship with them isn’t the same anymore breaks my heart.
Because I’m tired of caring more about them than they care about me.
I’m tired of being the one to make an effort to text about something.
And when I do stop texting, they don’t text at all.
They don’t make an effort, so why would you make an effort anymore
You get an occasional “let’s hang out soon” then it turns to “sorry, I was busy. Let’s hang out _____”
They say they’re “busy” but somehow have time to hang out with others.
I’ve heard this a million times from so many people.
It hurts. So I’ve been hurt a million times.
At some point, I just have to cut any connection with them.
It affects my mind, my mental health.
And once I start getting upset about it, my mental health suffers. And my mental health comes first.