I feel like I’ve been holding my breath waiting for something good to happen.
And I just feel like I keep on getting knocked down and can’t breathe.
I hate that I feel this way.
I hate how no matter how hard I try or how hard I work to make my life better…
I will always get knocked down by someone or something and I have no one to help me up.
I’m tired of this never-ending cycle of feeling like shit, feeling worthless and feeling that I can’t do this anymore.
When will it end?
When can I live my life and feel like I can breathe again?