Nothing.

Life is hard since this new year (aka year 30).

I wanted to write a blog about how I’ve felt since I turned 30 and other things that I am passionate about…

but the words are still floating in my mind.

I wanted to visually display how I felt through art…

but I’m holding the pencil and my mind is blank.

I want to seek help

but (ONE) my therapist doesn’t accept my new insurance and now I have to start all over again and find a new therapist. (btw I’m not doing so well after a month without therapy)

and (TWO) I just don’t have the words to say how I feel.

I don’t know.

I’m just here.

Trying to survive…

-Mel

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