Life is hard since this new year (aka year 30).
I wanted to write a blog about how I’ve felt since I turned 30 and other things that I am passionate about…
but the words are still floating in my mind.
I wanted to visually display how I felt through art…
but I’m holding the pencil and my mind is blank.
I want to seek help
but (ONE) my therapist doesn’t accept my new insurance and now I have to start all over again and find a new therapist. (btw I’m not doing so well after a month without therapy)
and (TWO) I just don’t have the words to say how I feel.
I don’t know.
I’m just here.
Trying to survive…
-Mel
hello melmel 